Even though it has been so many years after this thing happened to me I actually start to understand everything what he did to me after my 16 years like when I got to understand about the world about the sexual assaults that’s when I realised this thing happened to me also but I never realized it 💔. That man was a young guy when came to live in our rented house with his family that include his sister’s and parents at that time I didn’t know what is bad touch or good touch as our parents were not thatcommunicative about these things and we don’t have any social to understand about this so after some months his two sister’s got married one sister went away and the other sister had one child and she got divorced and she used to be a nurse she left her child with him and his mother alone and I used to go there but I experienced so many things that I don’t even know where to start like when we were alone he used to take out his thing and showed me to Suck it up but I used to refuse it as I didn’t like but I didn’t know what it was, then he used to touch me very inappropriately everywhere he used to touch me down there it used to hurt some times but I didn’t knew what it was at that time i was only 8 I don’t know what it was so idk what to say about and he used to kiss me a lot give me chocolates and so many other things to get with him many people after seeing these things would say why u didn’t tell your parents but I don’t know what was it as i only know about some things like getting pregnant , kiss thats all💔 it still breaks my heart some days even I can’t sleep after thinking about this beavuse it is dirty scar which I can’t even earse it’s with me for my lifetime then when I reached to a certain age I got to know about bad touch and good touch from the school then my parents also told me if there anything happened like this you can talk but I never had the courage to talk and you know even I’m with this trauma he got married and he have a girl child too I even had to attend his wedding when I was around 13 that time I couldn’t even look at his eyes beacuse I was too scared …you know what I’m still sacred going around boys and I still feel traumatized it may seem nothing but it is still affecting me so much I can’t even tell anyone till now beacuse I’m scared what they will tell me will they think I’m just imagining things just making up I’m scared if no one belivees me I would break down ,, at that age I didn’t know there is a whole lot process to get pregnant I thought with a kiss we will get pregnant so evrytime he used to kiss me I used to think of suicide that age like how could I face people how will my parents treat me I was too scared at that time …so the reason im sharing this story is PLEASE DONT EVERALLOW YOUR CHILDINTO ANYONES HOUSEEVEN THOUGH THEYREYOUR OWN SIBILINGS ORTRUSETED PEOPLE,PLEASE TEACH YOURCHILDREN ABOUTTOUCHS AS EARLY ASPOSSIBLE AND TRY TOBE THEIR FRIENND SOTHEY CAN TRUST YOUAND COMMUNICATEWELL ABOUTEVRYTHING AND TELLYOUR KIDS THERE ARELAW THAT CAN JAILTHESE PEDOS RIGHTAWAY SO TELL THEMDONT HESITATE PLEASEPUNISH PEOPLE LIKETHEM …Thank you forhearing my story I hope one day I would recover from this trauma and by this story so many girls like me will be saved
