It is a manipulative incident, even though it was done with consent. Can manipulative consent endanger the mental health of those who live with sexual trauma every day? I was made to believe something is wrong with them, whether sexually rigid or not being able to get wet. This led to the partner manipulating her into doing things she would not otherwise do. Even though it is not a sexual assault. I am writing this story about how manipulative consent can cause sexual mental trauma, and it is real. I only gaslit and blamed myself over the years because it was my responsibility to make the right choices. While the pattern started, another person was constantly reaching out for casual sex in the name of you not being able to do it, or you are not fit to do it. Then the pressure is now or never, last and final time statements like this make one crazy, and sexual doubts start where I only picture myself as someone unfit or having a kind of sexual crisis. The partner took advantage of the issue, used it, ignored it, and made me feel like I was someone who would do anything for him or whatever he liked. The partner took no responsibilty had multiple sexual relationships at the same time. The partner often reached back out with the motive of wanting more and to get his work done. The whole situation is much clearer and honest now; it was a manipulative, forced consent for me. This led to years of anxiety and sexual trauma to date.
